I ruined lunch. I didn't mean to. I couldn't help it. I feel like a child that can't control herself. I'm scared that I might lose something very important to me if I don't figure out how to handle myself. How do I do that? I wish I knew. I promise I'll try. But it's bigger than that. It's a lot of things, not just that one. It changes the course of my thoughts, and I haven't figured out how to steer them back yet.
"Two out of every seven days." I really don't want that to be true. It's not true, but lately it's not that far off. I'm not going to be that person. That's not me.
I know what needs to change, I just don't know how to make it happen. I need to take charge. I need courage. I don't feel very courageous right now.
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