Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Fashion Faux Pas

So, today was pretty cold and I decided to wear cozy, warm clothes to my class. I picked my most comfortable sweatshirt, which just happens to be a yellow one that says Colorado across the front. I didn't even think about what message that might send to my New England classmates on this day, which happens to be Game 1 of the World Series. Oops! My classmates all thought I was sending the message that I was against the Red Sox!


What an idiot.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

free admission

I ruined lunch. I didn't mean to. I couldn't help it. I feel like a child that can't control herself. I'm scared that I might lose something very important to me if I don't figure out how to handle myself. How do I do that? I wish I knew. I promise I'll try. But it's bigger than that. It's a lot of things, not just that one. It changes the course of my thoughts, and I haven't figured out how to steer them back yet.

"Two out of every seven days." I really don't want that to be true. It's not true, but lately it's not that far off. I'm not going to be that person. That's not me.

I know what needs to change, I just don't know how to make it happen. I need to take charge. I need courage. I don't feel very courageous right now.

Friday, October 5, 2007

Necessities

It's Fall and I need new boots. I want new boots. I want all kinds of new boots in different colors. I'm itching to go shopping for fall clothes and boots. Anyone want to come?